First day of college after holiday!

i woke up at 7.30am this morning..

then i went to take my bath..

then started to do some morning revision as i usually does when i have nothing to do..

around 8.30am i went to library and return the book that will be due on 10th..

after returning i chill at library and do some studies on the chapter that will be teach by lecturer.

i study until 9.30am then Chee Hui came to library and find me..

while chatting with Chee Hui,i was waiting for my fren Jet to have breakfast with us..

we went to have our breakfast at kopitiam that was located at the end of Block A..

while we were eating,Ahsan called me and ask where am i..

then he really came to kopitiam to find us..

i feel kinda bad because he sit there and watch us eat pork >.<

Sorry To Ahsan..

around 9.45am then xing yi and pauline text me and ask where am i again..@@

then i told them we are having our breakfast at kopitiam..

then they came few minutes later..

we chat for awhile then we saw Ms.Lalitha walking to Block B then i shouted "Hi,Miss Lalitha" then everybody was looking at us..Feel so damn embarrassing..

About me

Today i feel kinda happy because can see her after 1 week holiday..

but feel kinda sad when she leave to eat and leave me alone with Ahsan

what can i do?

i act in class as a cheerful guy again..

but the inside my heart was in deep depressed..

i want to talk about my feeling with friends..

but all of them sure won't understand how i feel..

i just can save it inside me and sad in within..

what use if i get good grades?

although my result was the highest within the boy

i feel happy for result but i couldn't laugh/smile naturally..

i was happy to heard she get good grades to her..

i really do feel happy for her and wanna congrats her but i dare not..

Test Result

Introduction To Mass Communication = 78marks (grade A)

English For Academic Purposes = 81marks (grade A)

Communication Law and Ethics = 70marks (grade A)

Straight A's..

wee!!